please stop drinking. i know you have been. please don't. you never used to. this much anyway. and if im to blame, so be it. and maybe its my just reward for not being tolerant or understanding enough. tt i tried but did all the wrong things. but the drinking harms you more, so dont do it. don't, please.
i puked on new yrs day. EVERYBODY knows. from everyone in the canteen to my cousins know. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
and about being a doctor, you do have what it takes. but think it thru carefully if this is what you want to do. i know the reasons why, but consider if it is for you. you have the brains and the rationality. more than i could ever dream having. but make sure you think it thru carefully. so you'll never look back with regrets.
