Less than 12 hours i'll go from civillian to NSF. I'm kinda looking forward to it anyway. Its a new lease of life i need, and it'll let people like Ben and Crystal take a break from trying to keep me sane. Thanks you two, i really appreciate both of you coming out and helping me keep my head screwed on, and dragging me out all over the place as well. I'm extremely grateful to people like kitfei, jason and pam too...for listening and talking to me...and honestly making me feel loads better. Even my best friend was too busy socializing and fitting in, don't blame him anyway, talking to me would probably have been a boring affair as usual.
Well i'm mostly all packed and ready, chao extra recruit waiting to enter with extra everything lol. But i think extra + comfortable > sitting around in a used-for-3-days PT kit. One reason why i'm not exactly psyched for NS...i REALLY CANNOT WAIT for all the propaganda they are gonna throw at us. Oh well. I guess everyone is right in a sense that the breakup was a blessing in disguise. I also guess its better she left before...rather than during NS. Also good to see you've mostly moved on.
Thanks to whoever actually wants to bother to go send me off tomorrow, but its not really needed k? I don't want anyone to wake up early to waste time travelling all the way there just to see me for 5-10mins...its retarded. The thought counts...so thanks. A couple of months ago I was happy to think i'd see people i knew there before i left, but now i just don't care. Parents will be with me anyway, they wanna see me sign up for my 3 month slimming course heh.
This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about...
Parting shot : I beat crystal in dota again today. my 2nd time, her 1074021974th time. sighhh i think you are better as the peon la huh? not me =P
